I can't do it I can't take the test. I want to but I can't. I'm scared. I'm alone. I haven't slept in four days and thank god for spell check. I can barely think or see. I'm so dizzy.
Prince Charming,
I need to hear your voice I need to hear that everything is going to be ok. I want one of your hugs, a best friend hug. I kknow I said I never want to talk to you again. But you promiced forever and always you'd always be there. that makes you a lier. Ima cowerd im stupid and prideful and sick and i have nothing in my stomage but i want to throw up anyway. i hate everything and kayt keeps teklling me to smoke pot with her to help me sleep and get my mind off of you and i know itll work but i wont! i wont! i wont! i wont drink i wont do any of it! i will make you proud of me and maybe one day you'l see me and realize that i am the girl you could spend your forever and always with. but for now im nothing.
forever yours
princess buttercup
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