Three days...

       I haven't slept three days straight. And I've thrown up the three things Ive tried to eat. My stomage is empty, and yet I havent really lost any weight. I'm so dizzy it's hard to concentrate on anything today from the lack of sleep. I usually sleep for at least two or three hours a night when I'm at my worst. But with no sleep at all. I feel as if I'm dying and really... I wouldn't mind. Shanice is going to get me sleeping pills though so maybe then I can finally get some rest. But most importantly.... I'm going to take the test tomorow morning or maybe tonight if I don't sleep. I'm going to know once and for all if I am or am not. The sleep is bad though. I thought I talked to Shnice on IM yesterday night and when I asked her about it she said we didn't talk that she hasn't even been on her IM... I think I'm going crazy. I wish it was a dream of some sort but it wasn't It was only eight at night and I hadn't even tried to sleep. I know the difference between what's real and what's not!

Dear Prince Charming,
       You look so happy whenever I see you. Always smiling and laughing. I'm happy you're happy. I wish I didn't have to see you though it makes things so much harder. I love you. I hope everything in your life turns out perfectly.
                                                                                                      Forever Yours,
                                                                                                         Princess Buttercup